Last Dance

i knew how we met before, how we talked, how we started the conversations, taught each other, shared everything we got, i knew it well and i missed that too much and my God give this second chance last night, it's really last dance. Thanks Allah. Frankly, i never feel disappointed to you, even my hands can't hold your hands, touch your hair, go to the beach together but i trust u more than that. we talked lowbrow jokes, laughed people, talked my damn boss,  ur damn country, my damn season. hahaha Clever, i know u are my joka :D

i know it's seems too impossible, i know it's too weird or stranger for most people, but who knows Allah's plans. even we don't know how the plans goes. i know it well, very well.

Last night, u said that's too long, been too long. We know our old problems, network, time, ur damn school, my damn office. and that's my favorites quotes:

"take ur time and i'll take my mine"

"i trust u"

"take ur self"

"i'll remember u always in my duas"

"thanks"

"XX"

He's my endorfin, i won't make it hard everything that we have all done. It is all destiny from Allah. He came when i lost everything, my hope, my love, my friends. He pulled my hands from the black hole. Allah gave him to safe me. Made duas, shared everything. 

I won't more expected for this feelings. 

one of my friend told me "u can go to the uk someday with your husband" 

can i?

Only God knows :)

*tapi rasa sayang itu terbelah dua. bahkan aku tidak ingin dia pergi sejengkal pun saat ini*